~Flawlessly IMperfect presents : A beautiful Disaster~

After waiting for s000000000ooooooooooo...... long.

Finally I got accepted into NTU Biological Sciences, 1st year entry!!!!

OMG, I'm like so happy at least got one acceptance letter, at least a good University I can go to!! hahaha.

Since NTU is near home (which is approx 15-20 mins from home, wahaha), I feel its a right choice to accept their offer. Moreover, NTU is an acclaimed and reputable University as well, given their previous researches and many years of cultivating talents...gosh I really hope to be one of their exceptionally good ones lol...(wish wish la)

Been quite sian to blog these few weeks too, since life has been mundane, except that I have been hitting the gym often with Glenn, haha. Both of us have a goal in mind; to chiong training in preparation for NS!! Which is, sad to say, ONLY 3 MORE MONTHS!!! OHHH MYYY GOOODDD!!!!

Yep. That's why I have the want to build up myself (hopefully effective enough haha) so I won't suffer that much in NS...which I know from hearsay that its really important you are really fit....haiz....nvm. 3 more months to train. Make full use of this timeframe to really train like that time when I was training after school and on my own in prep for NAPFA test. I CAN DO IT!!

Sometimes when I think about how close army enlistment is, I really wonder how well I will cope there. I don't just mean physically coping with it during those gruelling training times, but also on the emotional and psychological aspects of oneself...will I be able to cope well? I've heard that some of them could not cope well during those 3 months which is stressful, and thus succumb to states of depression and loneliness, and in serious cases, led to suicide (I'm not making this shit up ok, its really first-hand stuff I heard from various sources).

Its scary to think this is possible, but who knows what to expect? We always hear people giving their 2-cents worth of thoughts and experiences there; like how training is tough, and coping well during those 3 months BMT is easy (well, some don't think so), but who are we to forsee these events? It's only in time to come I will be able to find out how tough army training is, and how well I would be able to cope.

To tell the truth, I'm quite worried, much less scared as well about enlistment. I mean, who does'nt? You are seperated from family and friends (only after first 2 weeks, then can go back home during weekends thereafter...) for most of the time, and you really have to depend on your bunkmates you sleep together in the same room with for help and company, as confidantes and pillars of moral support in camp. Of course, your main pillar of strength really lies with your family, since they are always there for you, no matter what, and that is why whenever ORD comes, its always tears of joy, never resentments. But when the experience is over, new friends made will surely remain friends for life, brothers-in-arms during those 3 months, and thats when you know how important it is to have each other for help and support there; your secondary pillars of support, sources of strength and sanity.

Well, 3 more mths. I hope there will be more outings soon before the army catches us in, haha. That reminds me...when can I go Sentosa again ar???? hahahaha. I WAN SENTOSA !!!!

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